Raves of a Soul

i really couldnt take my old hair style anymore so i had it cut last wednesday. i like my new hair now actually. i feel light (headed?!!? harharharhar) and i actually feel like a great load was taken off of my shoulders (kala mo naman sobrang haba ng buhok ko dati). i'd like to believe my new hair made me look less haggard and *ehem* made me look a lot charming (ayan jem ha baka kasi violent reaction ka kapag sinabi ko na maganda ko kaya sabi ko charming na lang). Sa mga friends ko sige na pumayag na kayo na charming ako kasi im a button-nosed chubby girl.....charming would be a very suitable description for me duh bah? LOL.

im trying to be more patient with my guy and not act irritated all the time (eh puyat ako lagi sa trabaho ko eh...u cant blame me if i get a little bitchy sometimes). i noticed that he reciprocates whatever attitude i project towards him so therefore i'll be nicer para he'll be nicer din hehehehe......win win situation *wink*

also, i noticed that im becoming this cranky person that i dont know. i wasnt like this when i was in highschool AND college. i had my own share of stress back then but i was a cheerful person...smily even! i was perkier than a cheerleader (ok that didnt sound right........but seriously poch described me as 'perky'). maybe because work burns you out like no other sucker can......maybe coz you are strapped to your work and you cant go around skipping schedules like you skipped classes in school.....or maybe its being on the graveyard shift for eternity that's making me this way. whatever the reason is, i know i have to find a way to keep the better me and ditch the cranky one. i have enough time and excuse to be cranky during my Mars month.

Jem, one of my bestfriends and kumare, kasama sa kakulitan at harutan (back in highschool) has been bitten by the blog bug. kaya it makes me happy din kasi we have a new way of communicating with each other. chikahan modernized alalaumbaga......nasa Sunny San Diego ang bruhilda na itoh and i barely catch her online kaya im happy she's finding the blogging world as interesting as i do hehehehe......(JEM! accept mo na invite ko para ma-add kita sa site ko okish?)